Who Does A Narcissist Target?

The popular opinion that narcissists target weak, desperate women/men is false.

Narcissists are looking to feed their ego, consequently they search for attractive women/men that would be considered by others to be a real “prize”, or “trophy”. He has no respect for weakness and no interest in someone just “anyone” could get. Someone desperate might provide temporary NS until someone worthy of his attention comes along, but they will be tossed aside quickly as soon as he does.

The narcissist must believe other people are envious of his ability to get a “quality” partner. Consequently, this is why they come on so strong in the beginning; they provide their target with romance like nothing they have ever experienced before and why so many victims say he seemed “too good to be true”.

Once the narcissist picks his target he will stop at nothing and do anything to make her his. The bigger the challenge, the harder he works and bigger narcissistic supply when he succeeds.

The ultimate ego boost is to make a totally independent, self sufficient, strong woman dependent solely on him. Once he has her he immediately starts to subtly whittle away at her confidence. If she dumps him it only challenges him to try harder; every time he can convince her to take him back or accept one of his lies is another shot of NS.

There is no way of predicting who a narcissist will target,  men in my
life had criticized me for being too independent. When I met JC, he seemed so sincere and I remember thinking he loved me more than I loved him, I trusted him explicitly and I made a conscious decision to finally let a man into my life and allow myself to be vulnerable. You hear about whirlwind romances, people who find the love of their life and just “know” he’s the one. I thought I had found “the one”.By the time I realized he had made me totally dependent on him by sabotaging my vehicle, isolating me from family and friends and subtle manipulation I was in too deep.

I remember the first time that I realized I was in over my head; he was rejecting me for some perceived wrong I had done and I was feeling like I had as a child with my father. I told him he reminded me of my father and he had said, “you think your dad was bad? You haven’t seen anything yet, I can be 10 times worse than your father”. The look on his face and chill that went down my spine told me he was right and I knew I was in trouble. It took 8 more years before he was through with me.

To be honest, and I am ashamed to admit; I don’t think I could have left him if he hadn’t found another target.

My son and I were talking about it just yesterday. What made it so hard for my son to understand was that his whole life he had grown up watching me be strong and not take any shit from any man and all of a sudden I was putting up with worse treatment than anything any one had ever seen. No one could believe I wasn’t kicking him to the curb.

But it takes special training to tolerate that kind of abuse and I had a lot of training as a child in stifling my emotions and walking on eggshells. And JC was right; he was way worse than my dad.

34 thoughts on “Who Does A Narcissist Target?

  1. dying slow EPA......

    Dying slow……..I have a narcassistic husband…..we have been together 13years now….married 4yrs…I think I did the ultimate No…No…..things have gotten so bad I feel I’m walking on eggshells every breath I take…literally. .. .


    1. Carrie Reimer Post author

      dying slow, you are walking on egg shells every step you take. I don’t know what the ultimate No no is but please be careful. Download my Safety plan that is offered free at the top of the blog and know that they can be very dangerous. It is for whether you are with the N, planning on leaving or have left.
      Come back and let us know how you are doing.
      You can get away and there is life after a narcissist, it is never too late.


      1. Diane Maltese

        Hi Carrie. I, too was with a narcissist for only 7 months. I broke it off with him and I’ll be damn if he hasn’t already found someone else he met on FB. It’s been only three months since I broke up with him and he’s already engaged to that woman. Of course it’s ALL my fault. I was the evil one, I am a whore, I didn’t appreciate anything he did, WTH? It was HIM that didn’t appreciate anything I did for him. I don’t know why I can’t get over him, I am disgusted with myself for not moving on even though he caused me to leave him. I never felt loved, wanted, valued, understood, or attractive to him. When we made love (or was it just sex), he wouldn’t touch or caress me the way a good lover should. Hell, he wouldn’t even kiss me! Needless to say, I felt rejected, ugly, and undesirable. But……………….he did have charm, and we did have other things in common. I am feeling very suicidal these days knowing he has moved on with a new love, and here I am lonely with no one. I feel like a loser and unloved. My life isn’t getting any better, no matter how hard I try to fix it. I’m not crazy, so please don’t tell me to get help. I know what my problem is… I attract losers like selfish narcissists and I don’t know how to stop it. I am not a young person, but someone in their late 50’s. This has been a life long struggle for me in finding that one true love. I don’t think it’s ever going to happen. I hate him more now for all the pain he has caused me, but I can’t stop thinking about him and all the nasty mean things he said to and about me. I can’t believe there are people out in the world like him who love to hurt innocent people like myself. I was looking for Real love, instead I got Toxic love that has left me bitter, angry, and ready to give my life up.


        1. Laurie

          Diane. you are not alone. I am 54 and the only 3 men I felt I loved in my life all turned out to be somatic narcissists. sadly I was married for 30 years. talk about losing so much time. after the last one I encountered I started to read everything I could find on the subject. it has made me feel a huge weight has been lifted from me. I know now I am more worthy than I ever gave myself credit for. I am scared to let someone close but I have a huge arsenal of knowledge now. and I do not mind my alone time. I know now that I have researched and learned that I will find the right one some day. I believe God will bring that person to me and it will be great. it will happen for you but you need to educate yourself. Google everything you can on the subject. i hope it will give you the peace it gave me.


        2. Carrie Reimer Post author

          Diane please do not think the only way out is to kill yourself. There is life after a narcissist and there are good men out there and there is such a thing as a loving healthy relationship. I am not going to tell you that you are crazy, far from it. But I am going to tell you to please read some of my posts on Self Discovery, and self improvement. I am not blaming you for getting sucked in by an N but I can tell from your comment you feel having a man gives you value, you rely on men to make you feel worthy and valued. Until you can derive your self worth from within you will be doomed to repeat history. You are looking for a man who will fix it for you but the answers are right there inside you.
          It is far too much to get into in this comment and I have written so many posts on it. I will put a couple of links below but please do a search and read more on brainwashing, empaths, etc Believe me you are worth the effort! and life is amazing when you realize you have always been enough and deserve respect and to be treated right.
          There are a few to start you off.
          Come back as often as you need for moral support


        3. Sally

          I am in the same situation. We were together for 5 years. Were supposed to get married!! We broke up a month ago and I do not know what to do with myself. I cannot sleep, I cry and I have occasional panic attacks. I finally came to realize that he was a narcissist after so much searching on the internet for ways to win him back and what I did wrong.
          In the beginning he was so great. He treated me like a queen. I felt bad a little cause I kept getting these gut feelings that he was not right for me. I just ignored it and played it off as just me not being used to getting all this attention. He never gave up even when I told him that I did not want a relationship. Eventually I was sucked in and then everything changed. My feelings did not matter anymore. It became all about him. I bent over backwards to make him happy. I was not liking the person I was becoming but I could not get away from him. We broke up several times during those 5 years and every time I felt like I could not breath because he was not there. I needed him!! However, when we would get back together things would be great for a week or two and then it all went downhill from there. There were multiple times he cheated, lied and became emotionally and verbally abusive to him. It got to the point where I was apologizing to him for all those things because he had succeeded at making me believe I was crazy. I went on to do many things to please him…..including sexually. It was not a great time for me. I lost all my friends because he did not like them. I truly hated the person I had become.
          We broke up for 6 months and never heard from him during that time and one day he sends me a text wanting to know if he could come over. I was still in shambles from the breakup and I felt like my prayers were answered. I told myself that I was not going to lose him this time. It only lasted 6 months and here I am devastated and lost….again. I know now that he is a terrible person but the emotional damage he has done to me is going to take a long time to fix. Yes, I still hope that he contacts me and wants to get back together. I replay the last things he said to me as he walked out of my life; “we will always be friends”, “we always get back together”.
          There has been no contact since then and I found out he is sleeping with a married woman. It was like a punch to the stomach because I thought that I was getting over him and then I find this out. It is extremely difficult to let him go but I know that it is something I must work at everyday. I am at the point were I do hate him because I never meant anything to him. After 5 years and an engagement and he is already with someone…….a married someone!!! I can’t even imagine trying to get into a relationship with someone new.
          Reading up on narcissist has helped me a little bit because I am starting to see that I was not crazy. I should have followed my gut instincts from day one. The damage is done and I am left to get myself back together alone.


          1. Nicole

            Sally. I understand how you feel. Much of what you say is the similar to my story. After a few years on and off they become even more nasty. It’s all brainwashing and manipulation. They love only themselves. They real you in with the bait and switch. I met one ‘John’ through work in the bank. He’s a totally fake person. He sought my sympathy for his ailing marriage. Nothing is ever his fault. He finds people’s weaknesses and plays on those. He moved in with me. He has two young kids. I thought he was too good to be true at first. Then the mask slipped. He is rotten behind the charm and sympathy acts. He has cheated. Been passive aggressive. Lies. Runs me down to others. Triangulates. He is 45 and senior in work so he could try to ruin me. He like telling people that all his exes were crazy and mentally ill. Don’t wait for the return. Move on and heal. Accept that the person who first made you fall for them was just a fake. These men love only themselves and despite getting many second chances they never change. They will always move on to the next victim. Stay strong.


        4. Rachel

          I have stumbled over this thread after leaving a relationship that was completely textbook!
          He was so charming, so perfect, we had so much fun….. I broke it off 1 1/2 year in and within a month he wanted to just check in…. I went back…. And another 1 1/2 years was hell for me….. He said I controlled him lol
          It was all my fault, I was crazy, he freaked out if I asked him about his plans or suggested he was maybe being unfaithful…….. I challenged him all the way out the door….. It wasn’t until I was gone that I realized his narsasistic ways!
          Honestly I still wonder…. But I know that he won’t change…. He may return but I have a understanding now…..
          Being mentally abused is far worse than missing a person who really didn’t love me….. Because someone of this Breed cannot have true love…. They are incapable!
          My point here is to say that I also have had issues with attracting the wrong men……
          I have found that I don’t love myself so how can I attract someone to love me…. I can’t!
          So this is where I am studying, where I am putting my energy so that I can find the real deal!
          Ps…… There is nothing wrong with you…. I hope you have come to terms with that by now!
          Good luck!


      2. nellyepa

        The ultimate No…No was I married him…after being together so many years…..all along my gut was saying run for the mountains…..I thought it would get better…..


  2. girlraisedbynarcissist

    Just goes to show that you should not ignore your instincts. If you are thinking this guy couldn’t possibly be this into me, then he probably isn’t. If you are thinking this guy is blaming me for something that is not my fault, then it probably isn’t. Trust yourself. Trust in your innate ability to tell right from wrong. Stop being addicted to the rush you feel when you avoid abandonment. It’s not love.

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