The World is Not Going to End in 2012.

Do you know how I know the world isn’t going to end? Because there is  no way I am going to struggle like I am to drag my sorry butt out of this pit of poverty, fight depression daily just so I can go out there and not make enough money, haul my water, use a bucket as a toilet, have no TV, no phone, no internet unless I drive 1/2 an hour and park on the side of the road in the sweltering heat, and live so far out I can’t afford to go visit someone and no one wants to come all this way so I sit alone thinking about how HE is off living the good life telling everyone “SEE I told you she couldn’t make it on her own, she’s nobody without me”. While he drains his next love struck victim of all HER money. She won’t be so smug and sure of herself when she is out of money and he finds his next perfect woman and leaves her destitute because she causes conflict by wanting him to work.

No the world is NOT going to end until I am back on my feet and I get to witness karma do her thing! Damn it! I will not die alone in this hell hole, so the aliens, God,
terrorists, or radiactive crap floating my way will just have to wait. Otherwise why am I bothering?

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2 Replies to “The World is Not Going to End in 2012.”

  1. Karma has her good side too, I think that you will be rewarded well for the good fight you fight to get through the day. I have those days that I have to fight to get out of bed to face the day, days that I spend more time in the shower crying than washing. I feel your pain in the sadness, and am sending you good thoughts today:) Smile, the time seems to go faster!

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