KJ’s poem

Thank you KJ for allowing me to share your poem; I am sure many here will be able to relate.

I fell in love with just a shell of a man
If I had listened to my head,
I would have ran
But I believed every word,
I gave my all
And no one was there to catch me fall
He promised his soul,
he promised his heart
It was all a lie from the very start
The joke was on me
but I didn’t know
That someone could be so cruel and low
I trusted him and trusted his word 
Why did I believe everything I heard
He swore on lives,
he swore to God
What a pathetic and miserable fraud
I was so understanding,
so full of joy
But he took it away and treated me like a toy
To be tossed aside when a new one was found
Then begged and pleaded for me to stick around
It hurts like hell and I’ve learned so much
So why do I still long for his touch
It’s all so confusing, yet it’s all so clear
He isn’t worth another tear
So give me strength and with each passing day
I will work on me and push the memories away
I will rise from this and come out strong
Cause I know I didn’t do anything wrong. 
Just tell me everything will be ok
I just want to feel happy again one day

Posted by Carrie Reimer the Lady WithaTruck

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3 Replies to “KJ’s poem”

  1. Hi Carrie
    Those words are spot on. Exactly how I m feeling today.
    Hard to understand all those what I thought were real emotions now we are doing everything and more with ” the love of his life”.
    No matter how hard I try I can t seem to accept that I am better off without him.

    And forget about his bimbo which he had an affair with, which he takes shopping – something he always refused to do with me.
    Help…:(

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  2. i;m in the same place, Hypnotised by a Narc,Life Distroyed,Mended,Distroyed.etc .
    I dont know where this came from,Its my favorite so far..
    IF THE MAN I THOUGHT YOU WERE,
    MET THE THE MAN YOU TURNED OUT TO BE,
    HE WOULD BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU

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