I Am Giddy!! The Blog Broke All Records

After I wrote that letter and Monday came around and it had the desired effect and people were being so nice to me I felt like something shifted. I have had inner peace about how I live my life, but I obviously was still hesitant to stand up for myself and the wounds were fresh enough still from James that my wounds bled when the scab was ripped off.

But Tuesday I woke up with no pains, refreshed, lighter, freer, and more confident and just more at peace. Then the neighbor offered to keep stella if I ever needed extended care for her and I had just been worried about what to do with her the night before. There was nothing earth shattering that happened just little coincidence? karma at work, laws of attraction? who knows but I felt more myself than I have in many years.

One thing that should not be noteworthy but is;

I want to live, I don’t want to die and I care about whether I die or not. I know that sounds depressing or morbid but there was a time not that long ago that I wanted to die in the worst way, then I decided to live but I was not real happy about it and if I was in an accident and happened to die, it was fine by me. Then I got to the point where I was excited about life, didn’t want to die but if I did I was content to go. But this week I really want to live! I am excited about the future and eager to take some chances and throw caution to the wind and let life take me wherever it decides I need to go.

I went to visit a friend in Mission last might, dropped off some stuff at my brother’s and gave him a hug and said I love you because he is going to be out on his boat alone for a month with his two dogs. He said I looked great!! and I felt great. When I got home I went on the blog and as usual I checked my stats for the day and had to take a double take. I checked to make sure I was on the right blog (like how would I get into anyone else’s?) I had the most hits I have ever had yesterday by A LOT!

My best day was almost two years ago and it was the day I reblogged someone else’s post so I have a hard time taking credit for that; I got around 3700 hits. I average between 1500 and 2000 hits a day normally and yesterday I got 5185!! My Law Of Attraction post got over 3200 hits alone!! Rather interesting seeing as just the other night I looked at my  stats and thought, ‘I wonder what it will take to break my last best day? I am happy with the traffic I get but it would just be nice to get the thrill of breaking a personal record again!

and BOOM !! it happens. haha!! too cool!!

23 thoughts on “I Am Giddy!! The Blog Broke All Records

  1. Lyckliga Lisa

    Congrats!
    That article about Law of attractions was so good.

    I read it linked from a sight on facebook: After Narcistic Abuse and I also put a link on a Swedish Facebook site “Misshandladekvinnor” which is a support site for abused women in Sweden.

    Congrats again ☺

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  2. NLights

    Awesome stuff. Well done. You deserve all the blessings. You have refreshed my life, and all of your readers I’m sure, with your wisdom, honesty and kindness, and more of the same will and are coming your way 🙂
    Lots of love xx

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  3. vicki

    Congratulations! Hope you get another record breaker soon. I for one always read all your posts and i may of said it before but you are a true inspiration to me. 🙂 xx

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    1. Carrie Reimer Post author

      Vicki, thank you. I am doing what I set out to do and that is save other women from suffering like I did, to let women know they are not alone and they can survive. the stats are just proof that I am doing that. I never thought I would reach this many people, that is a huge bonus!!
      The blog has been a great healing and validating experience for me and done me as much good as any good I have done for others. A win/win!
      Big hugs to you and thanks so much!!

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    1. Carrie Reimer Post author

      Susan, thank you. I never in a million years thought I would have 100 people read what I had to say. I am blown away by it and proud, yes I am proud I have to admit. and consider to be very blessed.

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  4. Peter Wells aka Countingducks

    You are a star in the blogging world. My blog receives about as many hits in a day as yours does in about five minutes by the sound of things, but then you discuss important topics so it is right that you are so successful. Congratulations to you

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  5. My Inner Chick

    ***I want to live, I don’t want to die and I care about whether I die or not. ***

    I SOooooooooooo understand this sentence and frame of mind.

    CONGRATS on your success and continued VOICE))) xxxx

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    1. Carrie Reimer Post author

      Hugs to you my friend. I know you can relate. Thank you! My voice is only one in a small town in Canada, but combined with all the other voices from every corner of the world we become loud and fierce and we make a difference. You have always inspired me to stay strong.
      From the west coast to you much love!

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  6. Only Me

    Congratulations! I’m happy for you! Yes, 5 years ago, we both started on our recovery journey from a toxic personality. We found each other on a forum, and both of us were pretty messed up! I’d say you had it the worst though! My ex found a victim better suited to satisfying his needs than me. A good thing I think, but not at the time! I think we’ve both seen other grow and develop. I’m loving how strong and capable you’ve proven to be no matter what happened in your life! You are the Alpha Female!

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  7. Only Me

    BTW, you may enjoy reading the definition of the Alpha Female. It’s pretty cool!
    An Alpha Female is a dominant female in a group. She dates as many males as she wants, is strong and confident, and a hard worker as well as often busy.

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  8. safirefalcon

    Congrats on the milestone, accomplishment. So happy for you. Reading this just helped to uplift my mood and spirit after just hearing something disappointing. So thank you for that.

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