When I Moved In To The Trailer I Thought-What The Hell Have I Done?

This is the first thing I saw the night I moved into the trailerExactly one year ago I moved into where I live now. JC was treating me horribly and insisted I get out, it was over, he didn't love me enough to tolerate me any longer. BUT he would let me stay seeing as … Continue reading When I Moved In To The Trailer I Thought-What The Hell Have I Done?

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Stockholm Syndrome

Stockholm Syndrome is a plausible reason women stay in abusive relationships. It is a condition often found with kidnap victims, hostages or anyone who has been in a "life and death" situation for an extended period of time. The victim becomes sympathetic to the abuser's way of thinking and will even fight being rescued because … Continue reading Stockholm Syndrome

I Wish I Could Find The Words

There are no words to describe the pain I feel. I can't explain why I stayed for 10 yrs, I can't explain why I have cried for days in a row because I was talking to people who know J and told me a few things about his new relationship. I have had breakups before … Continue reading I Wish I Could Find The Words

The Dark Cloud of Narcissism

It has been over 6 months since I moved out and yet that dark cloud will float down from no where and envelope me almost smothering me. I was at the river with Kato, watching him chase waves totally in his glory! So happy! If a dog can smile he had the biggest smile on … Continue reading The Dark Cloud of Narcissism