I Had No Idea How Damaged I Am

I knew I was hurting, angry and lonely but I don't think any one can understand, even me, how devastating the constant abuse from JC was. At times I feel obsessed about him and the past 10 years. Its like driving past an accident and not being able to stop yourself from looking. I read … Continue reading I Had No Idea How Damaged I Am


Self Doubt and Wishful Thinking

If only I could believe what I know to be true. I think the self doubt comes from 10 yrs of being told black is white and what I know to be wrong is right and if it is wrong it's my fault. There are certain unwritten laws and boundaries that 95 % of society … Continue reading Self Doubt and Wishful Thinking