I Wish I Could Find The Words

There are no words to describe the pain I feel. I can't explain why I stayed for 10 yrs, I can't explain why I have cried for days in a row because I was talking to people who know J and told me a few things about his new relationship. I have had breakups before …

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The Dark Cloud of Narcissism

It has been over 6 months since I moved out and yet that dark cloud will float down from no where and envelope me almost smothering me. I was at the river with Kato, watching him chase waves totally in his glory! So happy! If a dog can smile he had the biggest smile on …

I Had No Idea How Damaged I Am

I knew I was hurting, angry and lonely but I don't think any one can understand, even me, how devastating the constant abuse from JC was. At times I feel obsessed about him and the past 10 years. Its like driving past an accident and not being able to stop yourself from looking. I read …