I Feel Like Dog Doo

My good God I feel and look like crap. Long gone are the days when I could go a night without sleep and look great in the morning. I was awake most of the night; wide awake and sitting at the kitchen table at 12:45am, 2:30am, 5:15am and then got up at 7. It is … Continue reading I Feel Like Dog Doo


Knowing When To Fold Them

There is an old Kenny Rogers song that goes something like this: "You gotta know when to hold 'em know when to fold them know when to walk away and know when to run Don't count your blessings while you're sittin' at the table there'll be time enough for countin' when the dealin' done." My … Continue reading Knowing When To Fold Them

What Was I Thinking

I was thanking my lucky stars, I could not believe my good fortune. I had seen my girlfriends meet men who treated them like queens and wanted to take care of them and my girlfriends let them. In the past I had been ferociously  independent and self sufficient. I had listened to my dad and … Continue reading What Was I Thinking

Why Was I Attracted To The Narcissist ?

Not long ago a fellow named Tom commented on my page, "Playing With The Cards I'm Dealt" He said that the victims have to look at their part in the relationship especially what attracted them to the narcissistic and why they stayed, like Tom said, "the guy didn't pack you off, tie you up and … Continue reading Why Was I Attracted To The Narcissist ?