I know, what you are thinking. "How could conflict ever be positive?" I have always felt the same way myself but I am an Aries and push come to shove I could be provoked. But with James I tried to avoid conflict at all costs, even at the cost of my health. I am not … Continue reading How I Turned Conflict Into A Positive Experience
You sit bolt upright in bed; your heart is about to pound right out of your chest, you gasp for air, all your senses are on overload. Your eyes dart around the room, slowly you come fully awake and realize you are in your bed and you are safe; it was just another night mare. … Continue reading Ever Have a Horrible Night Mare?
The last time JC commented he said he wouldn't be back and not to contact him again which was moving fine by me This time he really spewed venom and told outrageous lies that sent me spiraling down into that same pit of self doubt and hopelessness I got so used to during the years … Continue reading I Can’t Say It Enough-They Don’t Change
One of the things I learned through the 10 years I was with JC was that some times you have to let things play out. I used to make things happen, but there was no way you made JC do anything. Plus for the most part while we were together we were leaving it in … Continue reading Letting It Be